The "Ness's" Have It.

I'm ganna pray there is a private function of this thing. I'm ganna write a bit about something thats going to always bother me.. and always is the correct term because I have dreams about this problem.. nothing is ever resolved. "Ganna" isn't a word apparently. My mac spell-check software keeps underlining it. Oh well, i'm running with it.....

So today I got a wake up call about where other people my age might be using their time, energy, talents, and getting money doing just those things. Now I'm not usually a hater of people and there successes, but for some reason I guess I always believed God would, in his infinite power, wisdom and all those fabulous words that assign life changing promise to his ever growing untouchable-ness (yet not another word), I believed He'd take care of all the wrong that people have done to me and deal them different life challenges.. maybe not give them so many breaks.. justice would be served. Well today that all became apparently clear. He doesn't do that. So people usually get off scott free.

I won't go into specifics but, there are few people in my life that I feel actually deserve this kind of treatment from the Lord God Almighty.. however, they are thriving. THRIVING. And it makes me think that maybe God doesn't deal out justice. He just honors people he likes. Dish out the gold stars to those who show his love and present anointing powers to others, otherwise known as showing off. Great, it's high school all over again. A giant popularity contest in the clouds. I wanna be favored by God but not at the expensive of trumping over others to "show" how much I honor and trust God. What happened to the privacy and personalness of the God that is suppose to show up between Him and I, when no one else is around and it's just us.. no one to show off too. No way to cash in my annoitedaness. However will I thrive in this unforgivable mindset? I don't think "it's just not my time yet" is going to last much longer.

We Shall See How Long This One Lasts.

So, whats this blog world really about anyhow? Networking? Promotional reasons? I’m a little too tired to know truthfully. There’s not right way to go about attacking the world of competitive design, especially when everyone else out there is trying for the same design work as yourself.

Truth is, I never really have anything to talk about in blogs. I suppose if I discussed more of my journey in my attempt to find my “nitch” in the creative nation, then maybe i’d actually stick to writing in this online digital recap of my life.

Probably not. We shall see.

Until then, I thought it appropriate to display one of my recent successes, because it is my blog, and its about my creative endeavors... so why not share in the glory moments. I'll kick it off with a quote:

To succeed, you need to take that gut feeling in what you believe and act on it with all of your heart.
- Christy Borgeld

On Monday night, me and my very terrific boyfriend attempted our very own Cake boss specialty cake. It took four very messy and sugary hours to complete but the result wasn't half bad! I'd definitely call it a Success!



Now, it's just a matter of making the fondant a tiny bit thinner and adding more buttercream! Click here If you want to check out more photos of this Creative Cake Success.

Going to try and sleep now. Got a lot of work ahead of me tomorrow.